I'm a whimsical girl

with intense perception for what is hidden.

I'm an odd juxtaposition of personality traits 

which is why I'm an artist

obscure in my ways 

yet stable in thought.

So I scribe.

It's the only solution - cause I'm having contractions.

I am constantly getting pregnant with

spiritual expression 

I even got electrocuted by a lightning bolt

thundering revelations that left my hair

standing stiff  like sun raise

er...

I simply feel ecstatic when 

I connect with this part of me.

A world Elohim put in me

to experience.

I'm a traveler in my kitchen 

curious about the wonderous hue smothered 

all over my lilac walls...

I have the suspicion that Heaven is here.

It's the lighting from the window 

the scent of glistening mysteries 

My kitchen is small with many 

different art pieces I made -

The traffic here is loud

Pots and pans clanking 

sizzling aromas that fund an 

expensive campaign of nostrils that 

beckon for more

yep...  it's the Middle Eastern spices

the smokiness and mood of it all.

Should I cook more Israeli food?

But I paint most of the time 

pigmented faces and oil images that reflect my faith

I just need to buy some finishing spray.

I also shove Forbidden Scriptures on the shelves

to add to my eclectic taste of interests.

I'm HSP.  It's a clinical term for Highly Sensitive Persons

I don't handle the world well, I live inside of me

a hidden place that's gated by 

my distance from people who 

hurt me in the past...

Elohim protects the child in me.

 A soul living in a dreamy state 

taken by wonder of the 

natural elements that

 connect me to the earth, as I am dust. 

Genesis 3:19 בראשׁית

The marvel of truth that restore me to heaven 

to Elohim as I am His child - as I am spirit

 Acts 17:28 Ecclesiastes 12:7 קהלת

 1 John 3:1 יהוחנן

and to myself... so I can know my true identity

and the feeling here within me

is paradise

Messiah once said:

 "The Kingdom is already inside you" paraphrase

why should I ever forget that?

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 Luke 17:21 לוקס

 " Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! 

for, behold, 

the kingdom of Elohim is within you. "

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